Today's service was great! :D My biggest take away is to learn how to trust. Even trusting myself is an act and belief that I trust God. So ya trust yourself too Yiting! (:
Must learn to shut my mouth. Why can't I take defeats and failures? Just admit that you are wrong or just let it be! Stop arguing. HATE IT WHEN I DO THAT. Just kick the habit! >:(
Really glad that I've came to know God. Even though the difference may not be BIG, and even though I'm still sinning, I can feel a change in my path, my lifestyle, my decisions and maybe even some of my beliefs. And God is encouraging me to have more faith instead of scolding me for the little faith that I've had for the past few days (no excuse Yiting). Just talk about simple things: me catching the bus and arriving in school in time this morning, catching the bus back home as I chased it while it's sort of stuck in the long traffic jam, and waking up in time to alight at my stop and not sleep all the way to the Yishun Interchange. When I was chasing the bus after cell group, I thought that the bus might have drove off as it had driven to the bus stop for quite some time and I can't really see the bus and the bus stop, although I prayed to God that I can catch this bus home. But some part of me rebuted and told me that I cannot have such little faith and to trust in the Lord, so I believed that I will be able to catch the bus. Finally, with some running, I got to the bus stop and the bus was still there, stuck in the jam! And some how the bus driver saw me and he opened the front door before I could signal to him that I want to board the bus. When I boarded the bus, I thanked him and saw him already smiling at me, so I thought it was quite amazing as in it's as if he knows I want to board this bus since just now. And I reflected on my faith and I realised that I must be able to believe in God, from the small things that He has showed me to have faith in. If I can't even start with having faith in small things, how can I expect Him to perform BIG miracles for me? And of course thanks a lot for all the love, care and support from Passionates! <3 You guys are AWESOME! :3 Jiayou Melissa for your exams next week! I'm sure you can do it, be it having faith or doing well for your papers. God knows what He's doing. (: And I'm glad to have known Him. Although it's all part of His plan. :P
So, today was great. (: Things are going well, by the look of it. Yiting you must also jiayou okay? Gold medal for SChO! (Stop saying that it's not possible. I'm already promised with a miracle. (: )
Thank God for all the people that He planted in my life, be it to help me or to help them. Everyone appears for a reason, and I don't need a reason to be nice to anybody. You can do it! (:
But still, I think that my life would have been much better if I've never met you or known you personally. It's even worse than saying hi to my hi-bye friends and stuff. This sucks because I don't understand anything.
Never mind. I shall ask God.
But we're still better off strangers.
Oh well, see how it goes. Since We can't really ignore each other, like, look in each other's eyes for 3 seconds, and just turn away without even acknowledging each other, right?
Stop lying.
Peace. (:
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