10 November 2009

It's almost tomorrow.

Okay. My "a little while" proves to be a bit too long.

THIS IS BAD.

If this goes on, I'll have to ban myself from using the computer. That means no blogging as well! :O


Oh man.

Gotta take control. Go Yiting you can do it.

And hope my sister will be fine tmr morning. She won't feel fainty or anything because she skipped dinner. Hope her relationship with mum and dad will be repaired. ):
Just play the stupid piano, damn it. I know it's hard and I'm in no position to say this, but please just do it. Don't do things that you'll regret. It'll break my heart as well. ):
I'm becoming like Mr Yip. Got to stop being influenced! D:


All the best for your OP tmr bestie! (: After that PW will be all over!! :D
Can't wait for tmr man bestie. *grin*

Yup I must treasure my time as well. Ad my health. They are God-given! Must make full use of my time and please do get enough sleep everyone, including myself.

I can't believe I set my alarm clock at the wrong time AGAIN. Urgh. I need to change my sense of time. I need a make-over. A renovation.

Cut the crap. The more you talk like that, the less likely you're going to do it.

Okay fine.


Yes, above is my subconscious potrayal of my schizofrenia. Celine, Madhu and Jocelyn should be familiar with that. YES I TALK TO MYSELF IN MY HEAD. And sometimes even in real-life when no one is around.

Talk about being crazy.

Actually, I ponder on this issue. Like whether it is really me talking to myself or it's God.

No can't be. The other ME always scolds me stupid for doing things wrongly. It can't be God, He's not like that.

Luckily.

Okay so the other ME stop scolding myself and saying negative things about me. Even though I already know that that other ME loves me.

Getting confused? Not to worry. I'm confused typing that too.


So ya bestie, you know what to do tmr eh? :D

Hahas. I'm evil.... :P














Not.


Oh great. It's already tmr! I mean today!! :O
Okay stop cconfusing myself already.

I'm still subconsciously acting as if I still have my OP sticker on my shirt. Although it's now somewhere in my bag since like 2pm. Idk why. Should paste my sticker in my sticker album soon to stop this paranoia.





Screaming angry girl: GO BATHE ALREADY!

All the best Celine for the skit! (: Just rmb: Don't smile when you're not supposed to. Love you. (:







Oh, and that screaming angry girl is the other ME. HAHAHAS.

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