Just one would be enough. And maybe a shoulder to lean on.
Well, if you boarded bus 852 towards Yishun Interchange, at around 1905hr at the bus stop after MacRitchie Reservoir, you'd probably see a crazy girl smiling to herself.
Okay, maybe she's not that crazy, but she's crazily in love.
With God.
This is thanks to a meaningful conversation with Jingwei, which was in every way awkward.
We talked about promos and H3 and olympiad, and I was saying that I hope that he can get into external H3 after he get his gold medal at SChO to appeal for a placing in external H3. And I was saying that I'll probably be super happy to even get a honourable mention.
After he alighted at the MacRitchie stop, I realised I can't expect this from me. With all the support from my friends, family and teacher (not so much from the teacher though), I just can't bear to let all of them down. AND to let myself down after going for the training for so long. I asked God to give me the power to last through the remaining days and study as much as I can to get the gold medal I asked from Him. Although He says that it's alright and He'll love me regardless of my achievements, or the lack of it, I'm still determined to work much harder than what I'm doing right now. Yes Yiting, go for it. I prayed that I cannot be satisfied with a honourable mention instead of a gold, and I prayed for His power to last me through. And I prayed really really hard that I can go to the practical round, even though it falls on my KFC outing day (I can't believe Alvin quitted!).
And then, I felt His warm hug around me.
It's just amazing.
And I became like so happy and kept smiling on the bus! (:
I'M IN BLISS!!!
Because I'm in love with God.
It's the most wonderful gift to know Him. Thank God for sending Celine to my side to help me to know ye. (:
She's like my angel! And my deer/rabbit (HEHEHEh).
And of course, thank God for all the wonderful and supportive friends I have around me, even my loving family that I didn't realise and appreciate.
Yes, I'll try to do the best I can and have no regrets when I receive whatever I'm going to recieve. Even if it's nothing, I'll feel happy working hard at least for these last few days (though I wasted most of my time throughout the year). Thank God and God bless! ((:
And thank God that PW and OP is finally OVER!!! XD Thank God for blessing me with strength and my whole group and the second group that we did audience duty for. (:
And I'm really glad I made the decision to go for track training today even though my orion lesson ended at like 5 plus and the girls already did their warm up and drills. I'm happy that I trained today and I know that I'm weak. Work hard, Yiting.
And I'm starting to appreciate my family and even Mr Yip's efforts more. I thank them for all they have done for me, and I wish that I'll be a good bet for them. GO YITING! SUPERCHARGED!!
Jiayou Mr Yip. Work hard tonight. If necessary till next morning.
Hahas no la. Do get enough sleep okay? If not how to run your marathons??
For those who easily misinterprete and like to get the wrong idea, I'm just starting to really appreciate his efforts for us and that he did it out of his own will, although it may be to fulfil his ego (sorry I spilt your secret :P). Hahas just take care! If not who's going to be there to feel proud for training us when we get our medals? (:
大好きfor all your effort! (: Appreciate it!
Yay.
Okay I must go offline soon. But do let me indulge myself in blogs and other random stuffs first for a while more, okay?
P.S. I love the dance version of Gee by Girls' Generation. Although I don't know at all what they are singing about, the song just makes me really happy! :D That's also why I kept smiling on my way home today. Hahas!
P.S.S. To Celine: If Mr Yip remembers correctly, Selene is the Greek Goddess of Moon and they name the element in the periodic table "Selenium" after that Greek Goddess. So be proud, Celine. Be a proud rabbit.
:D
幸せね～ @^_^@
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