27 November 2009

empty

Mmm, everything is finally over.
I'm still left with a reflection to complete. And lots of holiday homework.
Haiz.

So used to the busy lifestyle.
So used to going back to school everyday.
So used to seeing my friends everyday.
Suddenly, everything is sucked out and thrown away. That's what my school holiday is doing to me.
Now I have so much free time at hand I don't know what to do.
Don't have a routine life anymore. No more timetables to follow. I can go at my own pace, just make sure I finish everything before the next year.
I want to write myself a timetable or a to-do list, but I know that it won't work because I won't follow it. From past experience.
I'm setting a lot of things to do for myself, I don't even know how I'm going to finish everything. Hopefully, somehow.

I'm so not used to this. Although it's not the first time I'm having a school holiday.
It's like I'm lost.

I'm lost without you.

Oh never mind. Next year I'll be able to see everybody every single day again, yeah? (: I'll just have to wait for another 1 month or so.

I've never been so lost in my holiday... OUTING! xD
I guess that's what I need.
Hopfully it will cure everything. Including my schizophrenic personality.
Hahas.

Oh man I really miss everyone! :3 See you soon!


Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decide it's time to love again

Before too late
Before too long
Let's try to take it back before it all went wrong


Oh ya, I must remind myself to tell Mr Lim Boon Ping when my result comes out.
Hope he still remembers me and will be happy to hear about my result! (:

For now I'll just have to wait.
For everything to fall in place.
For my memory to get worse than it already is.
And maybe for me too finish my reflection. -.-

I hope my false sense of security will go away. Because it's NOT working at all.

All the best to the MT people! (: Waiting for your victorious return and amazing stories!! :D



Since you're not treating me lunch, we're better off strangers. Hmph.

Lol. I'm laughing out loud because it's not  funny at all.

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