So many homework, so little time.
Still got a lot of homework left sia. Sianzzz.
URGH. Life is tragic (quote Jacq).
21 December 2009
11 December 2009
Tokio Hotel Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
You're automatic,
And your heart's like an engine
I die with every beat
You're automatic,
And your voice is electric
Why do I still believe?
It's automatic
Everywhere in your letter
A lie that makes me bleed
It's automatic
When you say things get better
But they never...
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you
It's automatic,
Counting cars on a crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic,
Watching faces I don't know
Erase the face of you
It's automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Each step you make
Each breath you take
Your heart. Your soul.
Remote-controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me
(Love in you)
(Love in you)
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?
Automatic
(There's no real)
Automatic
(Love in you)
Automatic
(Why do I)
Automatic
(Keep loving you?)
Automatic...
Lyrics taken from musicsonglyircs.com
Love it.
So why do I keep loving you?
Automatic
You're automatic,
And your heart's like an engine
I die with every beat
You're automatic,
And your voice is electric
Why do I still believe?
It's automatic
Everywhere in your letter
A lie that makes me bleed
It's automatic
When you say things get better
But they never...
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you
It's automatic,
Counting cars on a crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic,
Watching faces I don't know
Erase the face of you
It's automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Each step you make
Each breath you take
Your heart. Your soul.
Remote-controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me
(Love in you)
(Love in you)
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?
Automatic
(There's no real)
Automatic
(Love in you)
Automatic
(Why do I)
Automatic
(Keep loving you?)
Automatic...
Lyrics taken from musicsonglyircs.com
Love it.
So why do I keep loving you?
08 December 2009
I'm losing the drive.
Hmm I'm running out of ideas to blog.
I'm in the blue tribe for YI camp! (: The blue tribe email was funny.
Don't think I can meet up for the cheering session on friday though... My mum just scolded me yesterday for "going out too much" and "going too far away", although I really don't see how. Oh well.
I pray that Celine will get well really really soon! (: Fully recover! And that we can go out together before Jocelyn flies! And Madhu it's all right, you'll always have us around. (:
Budget problem is popping out in my life since a few months ago. Don't see why. Or how.
And the bad news is, it's the month of Christmas! D:
Help!
Need to go and wash the dishes soon. My dad has started to bake recently but I don't think he will let me touch any of his ingredients or stuff. Hmph.
New Moon was kind of boring really. The whole movie was draggy, not much storyline, and the fight scenes didn't really appeal to me. They just seem pretty gross. Maybe it's just me.
The werewolves were cute though! :3 Jacob seems to be the cutest to me because of his brown fur. Just CUTE AND FURRY!! xD
I don't know what to change into tomorrow for the talk. The coach said not to wear something that's so informal as our PE shirts, but I don't know what I can change into after a sweaty and smelling training. Shall ask Ni Jun later. Hope Hui Qin is still in Singapore and that she can come for training tomorrow for the relay training!
Okay I know I said I don't have much to blog about, and I just typed a whole lot of crap. Letter Bee is nice by the way, so thanks Zhe Ching! (:
Hopefully my wallet will allow me to go out on 18 Dec for KFC outing, although I'm not very interested in Storm Warriors. I need to do as much homework as I can before YI camp! D: I'm close to finishing all my chemistry homework today I'm so proud of myself. xD But then again that's the only work that I did in the last one month plus. Oh man. :/
My dear, have fun shopping with your mum tomorrow! (: I'm assuming that you can, and I'm pretty sure about that! ^-^
Got to get off this seat now, before my mum comes and nags at me for chasing her away. :P
Heard some song and wanted to record down the lyrics, but I can't remember the lines right now, not even the name of the song or its melody. How sad.
Love you lots and miss you! <3
I try to hide my face and not show you my expression.
I'm in the blue tribe for YI camp! (: The blue tribe email was funny.
Don't think I can meet up for the cheering session on friday though... My mum just scolded me yesterday for "going out too much" and "going too far away", although I really don't see how. Oh well.
I pray that Celine will get well really really soon! (: Fully recover! And that we can go out together before Jocelyn flies! And Madhu it's all right, you'll always have us around. (:
Budget problem is popping out in my life since a few months ago. Don't see why. Or how.
And the bad news is, it's the month of Christmas! D:
Help!
Need to go and wash the dishes soon. My dad has started to bake recently but I don't think he will let me touch any of his ingredients or stuff. Hmph.
New Moon was kind of boring really. The whole movie was draggy, not much storyline, and the fight scenes didn't really appeal to me. They just seem pretty gross. Maybe it's just me.
The werewolves were cute though! :3 Jacob seems to be the cutest to me because of his brown fur. Just CUTE AND FURRY!! xD
I don't know what to change into tomorrow for the talk. The coach said not to wear something that's so informal as our PE shirts, but I don't know what I can change into after a sweaty and smelling training. Shall ask Ni Jun later. Hope Hui Qin is still in Singapore and that she can come for training tomorrow for the relay training!
Okay I know I said I don't have much to blog about, and I just typed a whole lot of crap. Letter Bee is nice by the way, so thanks Zhe Ching! (:
Hopefully my wallet will allow me to go out on 18 Dec for KFC outing, although I'm not very interested in Storm Warriors. I need to do as much homework as I can before YI camp! D: I'm close to finishing all my chemistry homework today I'm so proud of myself. xD But then again that's the only work that I did in the last one month plus. Oh man. :/
My dear, have fun shopping with your mum tomorrow! (: I'm assuming that you can, and I'm pretty sure about that! ^-^
Got to get off this seat now, before my mum comes and nags at me for chasing her away. :P
Heard some song and wanted to record down the lyrics, but I can't remember the lines right now, not even the name of the song or its melody. How sad.
Love you lots and miss you! <3
I try to hide my face and not show you my expression.
04 December 2009
Today is Friday. Ok I sound retarded.
I saw everything collecting dust
Make me hope there was somthing more
An extract from The Kingdom by Bethany Dillon. (: It makes me sad though.
Didn't think it was possible for me to do something that I believe is not true so naturally. Maybe that's what hypocritical means to me.
Oh well. Whatever.
Wish I could be less childish. In all sorts of age.
Wish I can act my age.
Come like a flood and saturate me now
You're all I want
Come like a wind and sweep throughout this place
You're all we want
It's not enough right now.
I need more.
More strength, more power, more will, more passion, more discipline.
More of you and less of me.
Much less of myself. It's never about me.
I need to contribute more to whatever conservation or discussion. D: I need to force myself to think more and not just sit around waiting for answers or anything like that.
I cannot afford to waste my time any more. Because I don't want to regret.
I need a goal. I need an aim. I need a target.
I NEED A PLAN.
Make me new
Just came back from camp. Quite tired but very fun. (:
Except for the fish.
I can't believe they thought of putting fish into people's tucked-in shirts down their back.
EEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! Yuck!
But overall was fun. (: It was pretty well-planned I would say.
Thanks everybody who made this camp possible, who planned all the programmes, who participated. (:
WEEEEE! :D
Now I can bathe properly and sleep properly already.
Need to sleep early because I'm planning to train tomorrow morning. (: Got to work hard if I want to earn points for the team!
Guess that also means I'll be skipping the H3 lessons for the first 3 months and train for the Nationals! (: Good and bad. Thant's why need to study hard this holiday. Wait next year cannot catch up then I know.
I need more
LoL. Jacq and her Little Jamie. LOL.
I'm bad at Taboo by the way. :X
Greatness is earned. It's never rewarded.
Work hard! And give up on a lot more TV, FB and stoning.
The victory will come! (: And we will be glorious!
Welcome back Melissa and Celine! (: And hi to Zizhao too! :D Hope you're doing fine! Actually I don't even know which part of the world you're in right now, so if you see this, please tell me ok? (:
All the best on Sunday! (: I pray for good weather and for all the participants not to fall sick. Anyways I think it was weird for you and embarrassing for me, making a mistake in the date. Oh well. Let me just act like nothing happened and smile. (:
'Cos you're all I want
Make me hope there was somthing more
An extract from The Kingdom by Bethany Dillon. (: It makes me sad though.
Didn't think it was possible for me to do something that I believe is not true so naturally. Maybe that's what hypocritical means to me.
Oh well. Whatever.
Wish I could be less childish. In all sorts of age.
Wish I can act my age.
Come like a flood and saturate me now
You're all I want
Come like a wind and sweep throughout this place
You're all we want
It's not enough right now.
I need more.
More strength, more power, more will, more passion, more discipline.
More of you and less of me.
Much less of myself. It's never about me.
I need to contribute more to whatever conservation or discussion. D: I need to force myself to think more and not just sit around waiting for answers or anything like that.
I cannot afford to waste my time any more. Because I don't want to regret.
I need a goal. I need an aim. I need a target.
I NEED A PLAN.
Make me new
Just came back from camp. Quite tired but very fun. (:
Except for the fish.
I can't believe they thought of putting fish into people's tucked-in shirts down their back.
EEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! Yuck!
But overall was fun. (: It was pretty well-planned I would say.
Thanks everybody who made this camp possible, who planned all the programmes, who participated. (:
WEEEEE! :D
Now I can bathe properly and sleep properly already.
Need to sleep early because I'm planning to train tomorrow morning. (: Got to work hard if I want to earn points for the team!
Guess that also means I'll be skipping the H3 lessons for the first 3 months and train for the Nationals! (: Good and bad. Thant's why need to study hard this holiday. Wait next year cannot catch up then I know.
I need more
LoL. Jacq and her Little Jamie. LOL.
I'm bad at Taboo by the way. :X
Greatness is earned. It's never rewarded.
Work hard! And give up on a lot more TV, FB and stoning.
The victory will come! (: And we will be glorious!
Welcome back Melissa and Celine! (: And hi to Zizhao too! :D Hope you're doing fine! Actually I don't even know which part of the world you're in right now, so if you see this, please tell me ok? (:
All the best on Sunday! (: I pray for good weather and for all the participants not to fall sick. Anyways I think it was weird for you and embarrassing for me, making a mistake in the date. Oh well. Let me just act like nothing happened and smile. (:
'Cos you're all I want
01 December 2009
Because you're with me, I will not fear.
Don't ever give up on hope. Believe in miracles. Don't just sit there and wait for one to happen, but work hard towards it.
And do not lie. Do not give excuses. Don't lie to yourself. Keep yourself in the light of truth, and the truth shall set you free.
Don't be afraid, because He will never forsake us.
Don't be discouraged, but have faith to witness the extraordinary. Do the natural and He'll do the super! (:
I suddenly have a lot of faith, so I thought I'd write it down. (:
Be encouraged! Never stop believing or working hard. Choose to trust and stay alert to avoid lies and deceptions. Even though we live in those everyday in our own comfortable lives, there are other plans for us and we must fight our battle and live victoriously everyday! Train ourselves to be tough, and not remain defeated. (:
Half my holiday has gone past, and I have to say that I haven't done much. The rest of the month will be even more busy for me, so I've got to work harder and push yself to make time and not be lazy! Work hard so that I can go get what I want! At least at the end of the day, I will know that I have put up a good fight for it. (:
Realised that I have yet to go out with my meimei and my jc clique... Will do it soon!
And I miss Celine and Melissa... Can't believe that they're already gone for 6 days... I've only realised how much I miss them yesterday. And they'll be coming home soon, save and sound and victorious! :D They must have grown a lot more than they can anywhere else. (: I'll be waiting for your return! (Though I'm sorry say that I've got track camp and I can't come to fetch you on Thursday...)
And 'A' levels' finally over! Just yesterday. Bet Madhu and Jocelyn will be busy for these few days...for Panda and ZH. :P It's okay I'll try not to be jealous. But make time for me when Celine gets back ya! :D
Watched 2012 again today, this time with my primary school friends. Clara got retained so she's going to poly next year, and Marilyn is still waiting for a job without interviews and resumes. Clara wants to watch it again because the effects are great, and Marilyn is sort of frightened by the dramatic scenes. :P And my mum asked me to bring my sister for a movie the next time I go for one. Hope we'll get to watch a good movie together! (:
I'd like to be hospitable, if I can put aside my bad habits and be a bit more loving, generous, etc. Well if I want to be nice, I need to renovate my own mind yah. Believe in what's good and hate what is evil. Bring love with me wherever I go. (:
<3
Now I just need to stop thinking about whatever my mind is bringing me to. Right now.
JUST LET GO. (:
And do not lie. Do not give excuses. Don't lie to yourself. Keep yourself in the light of truth, and the truth shall set you free.
Don't be afraid, because He will never forsake us.
Don't be discouraged, but have faith to witness the extraordinary. Do the natural and He'll do the super! (:
I suddenly have a lot of faith, so I thought I'd write it down. (:
Be encouraged! Never stop believing or working hard. Choose to trust and stay alert to avoid lies and deceptions. Even though we live in those everyday in our own comfortable lives, there are other plans for us and we must fight our battle and live victoriously everyday! Train ourselves to be tough, and not remain defeated. (:
Half my holiday has gone past, and I have to say that I haven't done much. The rest of the month will be even more busy for me, so I've got to work harder and push yself to make time and not be lazy! Work hard so that I can go get what I want! At least at the end of the day, I will know that I have put up a good fight for it. (:
Realised that I have yet to go out with my meimei and my jc clique... Will do it soon!
And I miss Celine and Melissa... Can't believe that they're already gone for 6 days... I've only realised how much I miss them yesterday. And they'll be coming home soon, save and sound and victorious! :D They must have grown a lot more than they can anywhere else. (: I'll be waiting for your return! (Though I'm sorry say that I've got track camp and I can't come to fetch you on Thursday...)
And 'A' levels' finally over! Just yesterday. Bet Madhu and Jocelyn will be busy for these few days...for Panda and ZH. :P It's okay I'll try not to be jealous. But make time for me when Celine gets back ya! :D
Watched 2012 again today, this time with my primary school friends. Clara got retained so she's going to poly next year, and Marilyn is still waiting for a job without interviews and resumes. Clara wants to watch it again because the effects are great, and Marilyn is sort of frightened by the dramatic scenes. :P And my mum asked me to bring my sister for a movie the next time I go for one. Hope we'll get to watch a good movie together! (:
I'd like to be hospitable, if I can put aside my bad habits and be a bit more loving, generous, etc. Well if I want to be nice, I need to renovate my own mind yah. Believe in what's good and hate what is evil. Bring love with me wherever I go. (:
<3
Now I just need to stop thinking about whatever my mind is bringing me to. Right now.
JUST LET GO. (:
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