PRAISE HIM!! All glory goes to Him (:

Had my medicine essay test yesterday. The question was unexpected and pretty hard I would say, though we can almost write about anything under the Sun. Hahas. Ya but I've been having the feeling that what I wrote for my essay is from God, though it was just a feeling and I didn't know why exactly. But last night on my bed, God told me why I felt that way.

I wanted to write about science, which is something that I like, but after planning for 30 seconds I just gave up on that idea. I went back to my initial instinct, which is to write about the human race. I didn't know why I wanted to write about it in the first place, but since I had nothing else to write, I decided to stick to it and started planning. Even though my essay was very messy, pretty unclear and quite incoherent and incomplete, I felt good as it was finally over. I began to thank God for it, for His grace and support that pulled me through.

However, I just somehow had the feeling that what I wrote was something God wanted me to write, though I don't know why since I did not write about my religion (something that some other people wrote). Last night, while lying on my bed, this feeling came back to haunt me again, and I started to wonder why I had that feeling that it was from God. Then I realised, that my essay is pretty much about love in this world that makes us common and connected, though I did not state that explicitly, but it's the idea that my essay is revolving around. Then I realised that my statement about "this may be an idealistic idea" is actually something that God wants for the world, that our love for Him can translate to love for the people around us. I realised also that I was somehow looking from God's perspective, how He sees the world, and how it pains Him when there's so much suffering and war around. My heart aligned with His more after my realisation, and I also began to feel for myself what April meant when she told me about feeling pain for Daphne while realising that Gos is actually going through much more heart ache, for His love for each and every on of us exceeds how humans love.

Thank God really for this, and what He spoke to me really woke me up to want to align my heart even more with His and really see the world from His perspective, so that we can truly reflect His goodness, being able to react the way He wants us to. I love you, Father, for even loving this world full of sin and evil so much.

And God also told me that He will never give up on us, so we mustn't give up as well. I'm sure this will be useful some day, when someone's in despair, and I can tell him or her about God's love. (:

And thank God so much for Marilyn's realisation, for speaking to her and for placing me there to help her realise that You can just talk to her so easily. I'm very touched by what You told her, something that I want myself yo understand as well, and Your words for her encouraged me as well. I just pray that her faith and Wen Qi's faith will grow in You, and that You'll protect them from the evil one! Just love You so much!

JLYSM <3