Good to be back. Good to not feel strange. Good to know what's going on in your life.

But I need to know what's going on in mine.
I need a reality check too, although I already know the answers, and answers are not the things that I really need right now. I need to know how to do with them, how to move on, how not to get stuck here and feel demoralised, how to re-find my life and carry on with it. I feel that too many things have been lost, and I'll probably take a really long time to search them all back, but it'll be worth it. (:

This time, I think I'm really fine.
I just need time.