Today is Friday. Ok I sound retarded.

I saw everything collecting dust
Make me hope there was somthing more

An extract from The Kingdom by Bethany Dillon. (: It makes me sad though.

Didn't think it was possible for me to do something that I believe is not true so naturally. Maybe that's what hypocritical means to me.

Oh well. Whatever.

Wish I could be less childish. In all sorts of age.
Wish I can act my age.

Come like a flood and saturate me now
You're all I want
Come like a wind and sweep throughout this place
You're all we want

It's not enough right now.
I need more.
More strength, more power, more will, more passion, more discipline.
More of you and less of me.
Much less of myself. It's never about me.
I need to contribute more to whatever conservation or discussion. D: I need to force myself to think more and not just sit around waiting for answers or anything like that.

I cannot afford to waste my time any more. Because I don't want to regret.


I need a goal. I need an aim. I need a target.
I NEED A PLAN.

Make me new

Just came back from camp. Quite tired but very fun. (:
Except for the fish.

I can't believe they thought of putting fish into people's tucked-in shirts down their back.

EEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! Yuck!

But overall was fun. (: It was pretty well-planned I would say.
Thanks everybody who made this camp possible, who planned all the programmes, who participated. (:

WEEEEE! :D

Now I can bathe properly and sleep properly already.
Need to sleep early because I'm planning to train tomorrow morning. (: Got to work hard if I want to earn points for the team!

Guess that also means I'll be skipping the H3 lessons for the first 3 months and train for the Nationals! (: Good and bad. Thant's why need to study hard this holiday. Wait next year cannot catch up then I know.

I need more

LoL. Jacq and her Little Jamie. LOL.

I'm bad at Taboo by the way. :X

Greatness is earned. It's never rewarded.

Work hard! And give up on a lot more TV, FB and stoning.


The victory will come! (: And we will be glorious!


Welcome back Melissa and Celine! (: And hi to Zizhao too! :D Hope you're doing fine! Actually I don't even know which part of the world you're in right now, so if you see this, please tell me ok? (:




All the best on Sunday! (: I pray for good weather and for all the participants not to fall sick. Anyways I think it was weird for you and embarrassing for me, making a mistake in the date. Oh well. Let me just act like nothing happened and smile. (:


'Cos you're all I want